PERHAPS i could tell you stories of sad endings and a thousand tragedies that i have been through in my short life but i will choose not to…..
i could write stories using the most complex terms and peppered with figures of speech that will make you say ” huh? what? ano daw?” like a seasoned author-or one who wants to make others think s/he is a walking thesaurus but i’d rather choose the simplest of language to express my thoughts about the most important things to me……
i could actually paint to you the raves and the angst and the struggles of my sinful heart and all the complications that comes along with being a former slave to sin but i will spare you the added heaviness to your heart-besides,most blogs are angst-ridden to last you a lifetime anyways….
i could rant about my poverty, or my lack of a love life or the difficulties of practicing my profession-almost probono or the sufferings and the daily thousand deaths i experience in the narrow road i, by God’s sheer grace, am being enabled to walk on but i will not…
no, this is a blog of joy and finding the Source of true joy and all that comes along with finding an amazingly vibrant and real relationship with God through Jesus Christ for He and our relationship are the most important to me and it is my pleasure to lose my self with words as regards Him and His boundless love and grace for those who chose to be His…..
is it hypocritical to be joyful despite the struggles and the tension of the old and the new life??? not at all ….the apostle Paul did not think so- go over his letters to the colossian and the phillippian churches of old and you will discover that he has learned joy and contentment in the midst of tribulations so great and so vast you’d wonder how he was able to still say, “Rejoice in the Lord always!”
and if i can be able to redirect your focus from your self and all that you think you “deserve” in this life then my blog has served its purpose- lead you to the ROCK who is higher than all of us….